MybelovedTFB

I dont know what this means
Current mood: blank
Category: Life

Hello.

Manda is back in buisness. And my grammar is taking time out alright? Hahaha. i dont give a shit about that right now. And i dont have to since its vacation now! Im free for a week  and then im going skiiing with my dad and my cousin and her mum and dad and friends to them. or something. I will be killed. I mean who am i kidding? I cannot skii! so... yes that will be a disaster. But anyway.

Tomorrow we want to party, i dont think we will find a party, i would want H to logg in so that I could ask if he knows of anything. I hate that im not 18. So we could just go to a pub or something. But noo i gotta wait one more year and that fucking sucks big time. We dont have anywhere to hang out here! And to be honest not exactly any great bands... hahaha. Give me music here and ill be satisfied for a while.  

I dont know what im gonna do... about anything. I dont know, and frankly i dont give a shit about anything right now. Im so tired. It doesnt matter if I sleep, im still so tired... I wanna feel rested you know... i wanna feel awake and happy about everything.

Im a livingdisaster. 
Haha, did I say that i sounded like the most ginormous stalker the other day? That was soooo embarrassing . I dont wanna think about it, I still feel so bad , so so bad about it. Why cant I just shut my fucking mouth? I never care to stop even tho that i know that im hurting myself? Im just so fucking stupid. Im the queen of stupidity. Im looking for my prince. Or my frog, who can develop in to a prince.. I hope that when I find my frog.. i hope he doesnt turn in to a worm instead of developing to a prince. Or it depends... but i'd rather date a frog who is a prince, than a frog that is a worm. 
I know that you dont know about our system, but thats all cool.  

// MANDA - dont give it up.

Currently listening : Anthem By Less Than Jake Release date: 20 May, 2003